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and all the petals fall and I’m chained to the wall. I have no chance. The knife falls and I cry out loud, where you now?? Where is all the false hope you promised?? You, you left me there and all the while you couldn’t be bothered to even call or write or fucking anything. But all this melodramascism ends now, and the steel leaves the floor for only to fall through the smoke into the muddy puddle, even you cant fix this leak, and all in vain if not for the memory of you demon, you…and what happens when shooting star, means that the stars in the sky fall only to burn and kill us all? love low, down lowly. Cries the virgin outwardly and we’ll all fall, all out fall.

In this tale, I am nothing…the mediator, the middle man, this is a story that you must read and take it the way that you will, don’t let the way that I tell this story affect how it comes across to you.

This is a tale for especially the faint of heart, this is a story about a small boy. No older than this very earth, who had all his life in one thing. One thing that left his stupidly amazing defenses against the outside world, completely and utterly useless. For you see, this one thing of his was small, but regardless to size, it rendered him under the mercy of enemies. And don’t hesitate to believe me when I tell you that there was many a man, that wished harm upon this boy.

He was cherished, and loved, hated, and condemned, but ten fold any of those others, he was abandoned. Left alone for the world to unleash pain and anguish upon, like a nest of worms in a tree during spring. The children would pour gasoline over the nests and light them, just to watch them burn.

Oh yes, they tortured him, burning him with hot ice, and whipping him with pure dreams braided into a thick cord. And yet, they lacked the same knowledge that you do, they did not yet know of his “weakness”, his lifeline. But one did. Yes the one that did so much betrayal and two faced back stabbing. The wind knew of his weakness, and another.

***

Every time someone has ever died and or gone away, and you loved them. And you felt as if you wanted to go inside or run to your room and lay your head down and weep. Or anytime you have ever used music as a cure all you have realized that while listening to the song that is your number one pain killer, you stop thinking about what troubles you and think about the song. Well all those feelings that left your body while crying or listening to your audio aspirin, compiled themselves, over time, to form a being that knew of the boy’s Achilles Heel. This was disastrous of course, because a being that is made entirely of sad or angry thoughts, cannot be very nice. He wasn’t indeed, and was a close personal friend of the High Chancellor of the earth,. Who no human can see of course. How would you feel if you saw huge men looming over you in the sky, who watched you and dictated what you did?

Now like I have previously stated, the wind knew of this boy’s, problem but was very much opposed to the high council. They treated the wind as if it was just hot and luke-warm air, but indeed. This same air was the same supply of death that kept all of the earths most prized citizens alive.

The wind wanted swift and merciless vengeance against the Council, so under its breezes and drafts of love, it called upon all of those silly creatures known only as humans. With this summoning the king of the human empire sent 6 scouts forward to converse with the council. And in this meeting, held in the Dimension of Time, which has great service in case your ever in that part of the senses, the scouts enacted the planned killing which was meant to kill all of the members of the House of Jerestine, and the rest of the council. But do to lack of planning, they only managed to vanquish 6 members of the House, and 5 of the regular council, before being eliminated by the rest of the vampires.

Vampires?, you say. Where is this wretched tale headed? Oh ye, of little faith. Listen close to what I say. And remember all of your childhood nightmares. Could this story be worse then them? If it could be, put this down immediately and walk away. If you are enthralled by this tale of old, then please, continue. But be wary, you shaln’t be satisfied.

“ I can’t but you should know that I am coming, and retribution will swift and merciless, if you try to break him free.”

“I will. And alike you not shall enter my home again, if you have nothing to offer but your empty threats.”

“Don’t mock me, petty breeze”

“ Die chancellor!”

The wind leapt from its seat hooking the chancellor in its grasp causing a lack of breath. The chancellor grabbed his staff from the table, and with ease, and grace turned the air hot, making the Wind water. And then with the same simplicity turned it cold forming the Wind to ice. In this state it was completely defenseless against the Chancellor’s onslaught. He broke the ice with his staff and then picked up the pieces and placed them in a chamber of glass.

“ Come forth, keeper of my Chambers”

He paused the, words lingering like smoke in his mouth.

“ No, not really. But I know that I’m not supposed to be talking to you.”

“Why’s that?”

“ Just because! You’re the enemy, you want to free the boy.”

“Don’t you?”

“No, well…I don’t think so, I don’t really know much about anything around here”

“Why’s that?”

“I’m just a sentry.”

“So? Your important too.”

“Stop it now!”

“Don’t you wanna know what the child could do? He could set you free.”

“C’mon don’t screw with…ah!”

The wind, finally in full vapor form, could now slip through the cracks in the glass. It swirled up, came down. And with a quick flash slipped something into the sentry’s uniform, and was gone.

***

“Why are you here boy?”

“I’m here for the reason, of complete randomization of all life, for I have no future and refuse to be sold.”

“I am Nayr, and I have to the power to kill you.”

“I cant be killed and you know it.”

“I meant in spirit.”

“How do you mean?”

“Well actually, I can kill your body but your spirit can be broken as long as I’m on that subject.”

“Oh really? And how do you plan to kill my body?”

“With a sword.”

“I’m immortal, that it unless you can solve my puzzle.”

“Solved.”

“That’s not possible.”

“Oh yes it is. Don’t you remember all the nights? Spent crying, weeping to your music? Those were the greatest days of my power. You built me up, and made me what I am.”

“What the hell do you mean?”

“I mean, petty boy, that your secret is my common knowledge.”

“LIAR!”

The boy struck with precision speed and pinned the demon to the floor. But was abruptly slapped off and electrocuted. Feeling all his muscles tighten he writhed in agony on the floor as Nayr towered above.

“You are just a small human child! How could you be so senseless? Your prophecy is my gospel. I praise you!”

With tears in his eyes the demon cried out as if some emotional connection was now severed between the two. The boy pulled himself back into his normal position, huddled in the corner, and proceeded to throw up. Upon finishing he pulled some small red pills from his pocket and took approximately 19. Half and hour later he would feel like dying…but what are friends for?

“Why would you just leave me there for so long? I almost died waiting. I was trapped by my own “protectors” but never any contact? Why?”

“Well you see I was…I guess I was busy or just had no interest.”

“But for so long you soaked up my feelings, and you held my mind as I wept.”

“But I am so much more complicated than what you think, I’m not like most creatures I’m complicated, and intricate.”

“ But you were all I had.”

“I know and I left you like that, but now that its over I swear on my honor and self righteous suicidal hate to protect you and make you feel important.”

“This is the most I could’ve ever wanted. But I have one more question.”

“O.k.”

“That night, on the eve of my capture, why was it that we spoke of death and life together and sang songs of old and new and exchanged words of solace to always be there for each other but soon after that all fell apart?”

“ That night my son was a night that I shall never forget, so come with me. And I’ll tell you all about it”

***

part three is to be released the day it is fulfilled

Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you shoulda somehow realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall

Annie's 12 years old, in two more she'll be a whore
Nobody ever told her it's the wrong way
Don't be afraid with the quickness you'll get laid
For your family get paid
It's the wrong way
I gave her all that I had to give
I'm gonna make it hard to live
(Big) salty tears running down to her chin
And it ruins up her make-up
I never wanted
A cigarette pressed between her lips
But I'm staring at her tits
It's the wrong way
Strong if I can, but I am only a man
So I take her to the can
It's the wrong way
The only family that she's ever had
Is her seven horny brothers and a drunk-ass dad
He needed money so he put her on the street
Everything was going fine until the day she met me

Happy are you sad, wanna shoot your dad
I'll do anything I can
It's the wrong way
We talk all night, try to make it right
Believe me shit was tight
It was the wrong way
So run away if you wanna stay
Cause I ain't here to make ya, oh no
It's up to you what you really wanna do
Spend some time in America
Dub style!
She'll give you all that she got to give
But I'm gonna make it hard to live
Big salty tears rollin' down to her chin
And it smears up her make-up
I never wanted
So we ran away
And I'm sorry when I say, that straight to this very day
It was the wrong way
She took a hike it don't matter if I like it or not
Because she only wants the wrong way
I gave her all that I had to give

But she still wouldn't take it, oh no
Her two brown eyes are leaking like a sieve
But it still ruins her make-up
I never wanted

Love of mine,
Someday you will die,
But I'll be close behind,
And follow you into the dark.

No blinding light,
Or tunnels to gates of white,
Just our hands clasped so tight,
Waiting for the hint of the spark.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the No's
On their vacancy signs,
If there's no-one beside you when your soul embarks,
I'll follow you into the dark.

Catholic school,
As vicious as roman rule,
I got my knuckles bruised,
By a lady in black.

And I held my tongue,
As she told me, son,
Fear is the heart of love,
So I never went back.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the No's
On their vacancy signs,
If there's no-one beside you as your soul embarks,
I'll follow you into the dark.

You and me,
Have seen everything to see,
From Bangkok to Calgary,
And the soles of your shoes,

Were all worn down,
The time for sleep is now,
It's nothing to cry about,
Cause we'll hold eachother soon,
In the blackest of rooms.

If heaven and hell decide,
That they both are satisfied,
Illuminate the No's
On their vacancy signs,
If there's no-one beside you as your soul embarks,
I'll follow you into the dark.
Then I'll follow you into the dark.